sobre a loucura do so por hoje (funciona!)

com todas as loucuras e
desavenças
sigo de mãos dadas com
minhas crenças
porque se um dia eu fui menina ou
fui mulher
hoje já não sou nada e posso ser
quem eu quiser
e se eu, um dia, fui fogo
ou se fui vento
sigo desligada, modo avião, mas sempre atento
porque já fui ódio
mas também já fui amor
já fui muito prazer
e já fui muita dor
hoje a alegria e a tristeza que me cerca
é a certeza da dureza que me resta
de não ser nada, nada disso nem daquilo
porque já fui, talvez serei, mas hoje
hoje, eu me sirvo (só hoje)

o que eu escreveria se fosse ruim

a janela tava aberta
e você não entrou
o dia tava quente
mas você não suou
eu disse que ia embora
e você não implorou
eu pedi pra ficar
mas você me negou

a cama tava suja
e você não limpou
a água tava fria
mas você não reclamou
o pão, que era dormido
você mastigou
e o café, que era vencido
você não tomou.

O primeiro

Suas mãos na minha cintura
Tudo parece tão certo
Eu tento me mover com doçura
Mas sou sempre selvagem quando você tá perto

Eu tô muito ocupada tentando te agradar
Pra conseguir abrir meu coração
Eu queria e até vou tentar explicar
Mas foi tão de supetão

Eu sei que você já sabe e já percebeu
Porque depois do sexo eu fico tremendo
E voce me beija, eu só quero que voce seja meu
E se você já é, por favor continue sendo

Se você quer comer outra menina
Pra mim não tá tudo bem
Mas eu vou fingir que tá, é minha sina
Sofrer e ficar nesse eterno vai e vem

Já não aguento mais a surpresa
Quando olho pra você de relance
E meu coração quase para na mesa
Porque você é lindo, incrível, e me deu uma chance

Eu só quero ficar enroscada nessa emboscada
que você armou pra mim, armadilha
Quando eu subo atrás de você na escada
Meu amor, você é tão solitário quanto uma ilha

Mas se você for uma ilha, eu quero ser o mar
Que tá em volta por toda a parte
Que vai envolver, que vai te cercar
Que vai com você até a Lua, até Marte

Que vai te acompanhar, que vai viajar
Com você pisar no céu
Ver a Terra de longe, ficar sem ar
Com você entrar na espaçonave usando véu

Suas mãos no meu pescoço
Tudo é tão errado
Você fala do fundo do poço
E até hoje você nunca tá cansado

Inspiring Ideas To Write About, Day 5: "The Stars"

The Stars: Take inspiration from a night sky.

It is hard trying to explain
how much I miss you
I'm trying not to feel blue
but it hurts even my brain

I was in love since the first look
I was in love since the first kiss
don't let me go, please
(I wonder how many parts of me you took)

it's been more than a year
since our last date
but, as usual, I am late
and I'm still living in fear

you made me free, told me I was the last
I made you a impulsive teenager
you told me you were my manager
and now I'm feeling in the past

I never learned how to left things behind
the habit of my heart is loving
or maybe it is missing
both I can't hide

you were too good to be true anyway
too pretty, too sweet, too easy to lose
and I was too dumb, too confused
suffocating you every day

it's time to move on, girl
but, one last thing
tell me the truth, don't be mean
why are you still in my dreams? 

Inspiring Ideas To Write About, Day 4: "Greeting"

Greeting: Write a story or poem that starts with the word “hello”.

"Hello", you said
while looking at me
and at what I made
trying to set you free

"The fuck is this?"
I thought to myself
you're the one I miss
you, no one else

I miss the way
we used to talk
every night and day
and the way we walk

I miss when
you were my hero
although I knew then
that you'd give me a "zero"

Zero beauty,
zero smart
zero intelligence,
zero heart

I know you now think
I'm just a stupid kid
but I swear through the pages and ink
it's all for you I bleed

I know you're probably thinking
"What a drama queen"
if you prefer to think I'm kidding
well, that's how you've always been

you never took me seriously
especially when you're the subject
and I think that's meant to be
'cause now you're just an insect

Inspiring Ideas To Write About, Day 3: "The Unrequited Love Poem"

   • The Unriqueted Love Poem: How do you feel when you love someone who does not love you back?

again, it's not perfect rimes, but I felt like doing it anyway

you know when you lost something
something you loved to your bones?
that's how scary has been
writing the unrequited love poem

every time you smile at me
I really have to hold me back
'cause every time, I swear, I feel it
like I was just some crap

I feel it to my bones and brain
how much I really like you
I swear to God I don't want to complain
but if I was you, I wouldn't choose me too

when you love someone
you feel like a ghost
always wanting she didn't go
always thinking "it was all my fault"

but when you love someone
that don't loves you back
it's the worst thing ever done
platonic love, what a crap

I feel blue everyday
I feel purple every night
and every time you go away
I wish I wasn't in this goddamn fight

I'm fighting my demons alone
I'm fighting my angels with you
I'm fighting myself, with this poem
I swear I don't know what to do

But I'm finishing this anyway
Like I always finish it all
Hoping you'll love me someday
And take me to your bed instead of the mall

Inspiring Ideas To Write About, Day 2: "Food"

• Food: What’s for breakfast? Dinner? Lunch? Or maybe you could write a poem about that time you met a friend at a cafe.

it's not perfect rimes, but I felt like doing it. 

We saw that movie

I watched your mouth

You were always moving

With your hands and all

Then the movie was over

And we get up

I tried to get closer

But your heart was shut

While we walked through that store

(it was a book one)

I started feeling kind of sore

'cause you started acting like a mom

You started talking

When we stopped at this coffee

I kinda started crying

I bet you couldn't see

And so long we finished our coffees

We went to your car

I felt like 

I was starting a war

A war against God

A war against you

But I wanted you to kiss me

As far as you could

I'm not good with poems

Especially in other language

But I bet if you saw this one

Something in your heart would've changed

So, please, stop talking

All this god bullshit

And take me quickly

Right into your sheets