I didn't said no.

Hey girl, 

Isn't that unfair? Isn't that stupid? How day by day you're still crying and feeling like shit when all you want is to be happy. Isn't that such a shit? Isn't it so ridiculous you feel sorry for yourself? How year by year you still can't forget all that things. You still feel guilty. You're the one to blame. You never said "no". Never. I was there, I saw. You didn't resist. You didn't fight. 

They're right, you know. All that people. They say you're a whore. And you are. You are. Because you let then touch you. Again, and again, you let then touch your ass, you let them kiss you. Why do you do this to yourself? Why don't you just accept that you're useless and kill yourself? Yes, I know, you've been thinking of it. Suicide, I mean. You've been thinking a lot of it. You know you want. I know that you can't handle anymore. Do it. Think about how peaceful will be your last minutes in this world, when you know you're gonna die. Think about death. Not existing. Not feeling. This is what you want, isn't it? I know. I know, girl, you're tired. Go. Die. Nobody will miss you, no, don't worry about your mother, she has two other kids, certainly doesn't need you. Oh, don't worry about your father, he'll forget quickly. You're just an waste of space. Go. Go away. Give up. You can't win this war. Your mind is exhausted. You're sick and tired. Every night you wish is the last time you're closing your eyes, you wish not to wake up anymore. Yes, I know that. I also know that you love so much people, and not even 3% of them love you back. You're unloveable. You're pathetic. Why are you still here? I said: go. YOU'RE FREE. DIE. 

You wanna know how I know so much about you and your stupid life? 

I am you. 

 Sincerely but not with love;

S. M.